Wednesday, October 19, 2005
11:22 AM...............................................................................
Ever had a panic attack people?
I had one. (amidst cramps!)
Two nights ago.
It was a terrible experience.
I know, it's silly to be nervous, to panic.
"You'll be okay if you study and all."
"Take a step at a time"
"Of all the things you can do now, the dumbest thing would be to panic"
"To panic is to be stupid, to be stupid is to panick, you are s-t-u-p-i-d to panic"
I know. I know all this.
And yet, i still panicked.
Well, for the 1st time in my life, i panicked. haha.
This is the reason why i keep telling Sharon that i'm physically and mentally disconnected.
lol.
Haha.
K. I'm alright actually. It's scary enough that i panicked that much.
I'll just do my best and leave the rest in His hands.
:)
I had one. (amidst cramps!)
Two nights ago.
It was a terrible experience.
I know, it's silly to be nervous, to panic.
"You'll be okay if you study and all."
"Take a step at a time"
"Of all the things you can do now, the dumbest thing would be to panic"
"To panic is to be stupid, to be stupid is to panick, you are s-t-u-p-i-d to panic"
I know. I know all this.
And yet, i still panicked.
Well, for the 1st time in my life, i panicked. haha.
This is the reason why i keep telling Sharon that i'm physically and mentally disconnected.
lol.
Haha.
K. I'm alright actually. It's scary enough that i panicked that much.
I'll just do my best and leave the rest in His hands.
:)



