Monday, August 21, 2006
11:25 AM...............................................................................
I wonder if anyone has committed suicide while listening to Richard Clayerman.
His songs are terribly sad.
I was telling my aunt (after listening to the PM's rally) that my brother is in a better situation than i am.
Me here, slogging for my degree which may not be recognized in the future, and fighting depression while at it.
Compared to my brother who is getting a very relevant digital media design diploma and loving it.
And fyi, my aunt agreed with me.
So what do i do?
Mug hard for 3 year. But also try to enjoy life as a student in NUS.
Get to know more people. Build up connections. Go for exchange programmes.
And hopefully, one of the big 4 will offer me a job before i graduate.
I'll take up the job.
Slog for another 3 as a junior auditor and hope to rise up the ranks.
Is this what i want?
See. If you don't have a destination in mind, its very easy for you to get lost.
First, you must know it, then learn how to do it and finally want to do it.
So i know it. And is learning how to do it. But do i want to do it?
I don't know!
So do i know it in the first place?
His songs are terribly sad.
I was telling my aunt (after listening to the PM's rally) that my brother is in a better situation than i am.
Me here, slogging for my degree which may not be recognized in the future, and fighting depression while at it.
Compared to my brother who is getting a very relevant digital media design diploma and loving it.
And fyi, my aunt agreed with me.
So what do i do?
Mug hard for 3 year. But also try to enjoy life as a student in NUS.
Get to know more people. Build up connections. Go for exchange programmes.
And hopefully, one of the big 4 will offer me a job before i graduate.
I'll take up the job.
Slog for another 3 as a junior auditor and hope to rise up the ranks.
Is this what i want?
See. If you don't have a destination in mind, its very easy for you to get lost.
First, you must know it, then learn how to do it and finally want to do it.
So i know it. And is learning how to do it. But do i want to do it?
I don't know!
So do i know it in the first place?
Someone just tell me i'm thinking too much.
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Suffering from the grass is greener on the other side syndrome.
