Tuesday, November 21, 2006
10:48 PM...............................................................................
Haven't been studying for the whole day cause of my grand aunt's visit.
Zzz. The factory can stop producing eggs for all i care. It's causing alot of neg externalities and who is there to compensate me?! The gah man?
And my room is becoming a depressing place to be in. This is what you get when you study too much at a same spot. Like for the A's. I practically locked myself in my room for 2 weeks.
So its really bad. And i can't really study in my room anymore.
Anyway, i'm slowly understanding why Mark thinks the way he does.
i was quite shocked when he told me that he doesn't want to climb up the ranks.
And he really doesn't quite care about what others think about him cause they are not the ones who are gg to be at his funeral.
About the climbing the ranks part. I think he has just reached the stage of "i surrender already".
haha. I understand....
Shara was right all along. hm. irritating.
Bla. How eh.
Not studying lei.
No motivation. No Drive.
In short, i'm sick and tired of the system. hm. The biological one included~
Zzz. The factory can stop producing eggs for all i care. It's causing alot of neg externalities and who is there to compensate me?! The gah man?
And my room is becoming a depressing place to be in. This is what you get when you study too much at a same spot. Like for the A's. I practically locked myself in my room for 2 weeks.
So its really bad. And i can't really study in my room anymore.
Anyway, i'm slowly understanding why Mark thinks the way he does.
i was quite shocked when he told me that he doesn't want to climb up the ranks.
And he really doesn't quite care about what others think about him cause they are not the ones who are gg to be at his funeral.
About the climbing the ranks part. I think he has just reached the stage of "i surrender already".
haha. I understand....
Shara was right all along. hm. irritating.
Bla. How eh.
Not studying lei.
No motivation. No Drive.
In short, i'm sick and tired of the system. hm. The biological one included~
